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April 29, 2009

The Role of Mothers in Medieval Literature

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Women are often prominent characters in medieval literature, although they all tend to fill a similar plot role in each tale, whether it is as a wife, a witch, a temptress, or a wise old hag. One of the roles that is less represented is that of the mother. There are many examples of maidens or virgins in various texts during and after the medieval period such as “Judith” and Shakespeare’s The Tempest. There are also many representations of the crone or hag in texts such as “The Wife of Bath’s Tale” and Sir Gawain and the Green Knight. These two representations of women are commonplace, so where are the mothers?

Part of a woman’s purpose in medieval times, and so in medieval literature, is to extend the man’s family line. There was rarely a choice in the matter, so it was assumed that if at all possible, a woman would have children. Other than women who have given birth to famous figures and are included in the tale for mainly that reason, it is often only the women who are unable to have children who are mentioned in connection with the mother figure. Guinevere is an example of this, mainly in expanded Arthurian texts such as The Once and Future King by T.H. White, but it is noted on occasion the fact that she has been able to bear Arthur no children. This is part of her character flaw – she is queen to the greatest king that Britain has ever known, yet she cannot provide him an heir. Her fall to vanity, bitterness and adultery is often partly attributed to her barrenness. It is also possible that she is represented as vain and jealous because she has no children – what use is a woman in medieval times if she cannot bear children? Motherhood is also seen, even today, as a trait that softens a woman’s personality and makes her selfless and nurturing, and since Guinevere was denied motherhood, she was denied those traits.

Two characters from medieval texts that are mothers are Morgause, Arthur’s sister in Sir Thomas Malory’s Morte Darthur, and Grendel’s mother in Beowulf. They are two of the only women where their motherhood is explored over the course of the story. Grendel’s mother serves the purpose of fulfilling a clan war in Beowulf, but despite the fact her son is a monster (and she herself is a witch, and might not be human at all) she is stricken by his death and moved to avenge him. Her motherhood is almost used as a humanizing trait, and makes her more terrible at the same time. She is a mother who loves her monster son, but she has none of the traits associated with motherhood. Because she is a female not controlled by a man, she is seen as monstrous, and her revenge is unnatural because it is something that (according to the representations of the time) is only allowed to men. Grendel’s mother partially loses her gender in some of the descriptions of her in the poem, such as in the lines “Her onslaught was less / only by as much as an amazon warrior’s strength is less than an armed man’s” (Beowulf 1283-1285). Her behavior is so unnatural for a woman and mother of the time that she is compared to a man rather than a woman. She is violent, bloodthirsty and unforgiving. She nurtured Grendel, but in a hateful and dark way, instilling his hatred of Heorot, because she herself was obviously an outcast. But outside of her monstrous actions and her relation to Grendel, nothing is explored.

Morgause is better known for who she is related to than for her own achievements. She is Arthur’s sister, and the mother of his famous knight Gawain. She is also the mother of Mordred. Much of her purpose in the story is just to be the relation of some other, more famous man. While Grendel’s mother is an active part of the tale, Morgause is there to be Mordred’s mother, and to die at her son’s hand to continue the chaos in Arthur’s court. Their characters and motherhood are different, but being a mother sits at the heart of both Morgause’s and Grendel’s mother’s actions and their roles in the story. Without Morgause, there would be no Gawain to serve at Arthur’s side, just as there would be no Mordred to steal his throne. Morgause shows a common representation of mothers in medieval texts as well, because she represents both stereotypical female weaknesses and the characteristics of the tempting sorceress. When a child is conceived outside of marriage or incestuously it takes on both the faults of the woman and of the relationship. The only mothers of note are also those who pass their weaknesses onto their children. So Mordred’s wickedness is the fault of Morgause and her relationship with Arthur. Grendel’s thirst for blood and evilness come from his unbound, uncontrolled, monstrous mother.

Mothers are left out of many of the tales because their roles often interfere with the stories, and as mothers, they don’t always live up to the ideals of courtly behaviors. They are obviously not virgins, they are often much older than the other girls in the court, and they have children and responsibilities to tend to. They belong to a certain man, but they often are adulterous. In many cases, it seems that the loss of their virginity is a corrupting influence, and takes a toll on a woman’s character. The two women in these texts are written as evil, impure or corrupted characters. Also, a woman is expected to be a mother unless she is a maiden or a crone, and since this is assumed with the time period, they are perhaps not explicitly mentioned or followed because they are so common place. Mothers generally cannot hold the same roles in stories as a hag or a virgin, and so their representation also isn’t common because they do not fit into the story template of medieval texts. They are absent in texts because unless their lives involve an important man or some kind of corruption, their stories aren’t noteworthy.

“Beowulf.” The Longman Anthology of British Literature. Ed. David Damrosch and Kevin J.H. Dettmar. New York, New York: Pearson Longman, 2006. 31-92.

Malory, Sir Thomas. Morte Darthur. The Longman Anthology of British Literature. Ed. David Damrosch and Kevin J.H. Dettmar. New York, New York: Pearson Longman, 2006. 31-92.

You can also see this article at Associated Content, here.

April 26, 2009

Not the best idea, I think.

Filed under: Uncategorized — Morgon Luvall Newquist @ 6:31 pm
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Last night at 12:01 am, Blizzard launched the new and revamped “Noblegarden” celebration with shiny achievements and a title reward (the Noble). As usual, the event areas were quite crowded right after the event launched, but after spending an hour or so working on the title this morning on my Death Knight (I wanted it for Roleplay reasons) I had decided that although the expanded event was nice, there were some serious problems with it’s set up. Everything, and I mean everything, in this event relies on the Brightly Colored Eggs that can be found in the various starting areas. In theory, this isn’t a problem, except that instead of making the entire zones hunting grounds for eggs, it is only the starting town. Each egg has the chance to drop one of several special items, and most drop an Easter Chocolate. 100 Easter Chocolates are needed for an achievement, and even more are required to purchase special items like clothes, bunny ears, and pets. This means opening hundreds of eggs, which all are over-farmed and not in enough supply. Sure, this is only the first day of the celebration (it’s over on next Saturday) but just from looking at the small radius and small number of eggs available, this is going to be one title that is going to be a pain in the butt, and quite possibly require hours of camping one egg spawn spot. This is probably not as big a problem on smaller servers, but on Earthen Ring, which is fairly full any time of day except perhaps for between 3:00 am and 10:00am (even then it’s not empty) the tiny egg hunting grounds are going to be ridiculous.

So next year, please spread them throughout all the starting areas and add more of them. I know that all the world events shouldn’t be crazy easy, but making it take hours that are no fun at all and that involve sitting in one spot as a rabbit is kind of dumb.

April 15, 2009

I Dreamed A Dream…

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This is an amazing clip. I felt the need to make a post on it because of some of the comments I’ve seen on other websites. Here is a 47 year old woman from rural Scotland that knocked the socks off of all the judges on Britain’s Got Talent, including Simon Cowell. Now, I don’t usually watch these kind of shows, because I hate watching other people fail and then get mocked for it. It’s terrible, and it breeds a very cruel mindset. But thoughts on reality television aside, I saw this clip over the weekend.

This woman has never had any training, never sung outside of school or church. And she is singing “I Dreamed A Dream” on television, and doing a great job with it. For the people who say she’s got a mediocre voice, a “B” voice, that if she wasn’t eccentric and frumpy she would never have gotten the attention for her voice, or that you’ve heard performers in the professional shows do a better job of it, I have a couple of things to say. First off, have you ever tried to sing “I Dreamed A Dream”? I have. It has a much lower range than many women naturally sing at, since a lot of people seem to be first sopranos. It’s pitch can be difficult to hold, and it requires breathing control to do properly. It might sound simple to you, but many of the simplest sounding songs are the hardest to pull off. For her to even be able to sing the song on pitch and without any awkward breaths is great, and for her to have done it with little or no training is even more impressive. I have had vocal training for many years at this point. I can watch the video cynically, and see where she could improve the song and what training would do for her. But that’s the entire point – she has this wonderful voice, with no training. Imagine what she could be when she received some training! And I don’t even say that to downplay her performance, just to make a point to everyone that would say something negative about it. I don’t think anyone who knew anything about vocal performance would say that she was mediocre considering the circumstances she came from. Now, someone who had years of vocal training – well, it would still be a great performance, but not worthy of quite as much praise as Susan Boyle is receiving.

Keep on singing, Susan Boyle, and thank you for that amazing performance. It cheered up my weekend.

And I really hate to see so many cynical people, who cannot sit back and enjoy someone else’s accomplishments rather than tear them apart because they’re not perfect. I would hazard that many of them can’t do anything very impressive or perfect themselves, much less sing like that.

March 25, 2009

Arrived in the mail today….

Filed under: Uncategorized — Morgon Luvall Newquist @ 12:01 pm

Dear Applicant:

CONGRATULATIONS! We are pleased to inform you that you have been accepted to the University of Georgia for Summer 2009.

YAY!

March 24, 2009

Back In The Game

Filed under: Uncategorized — Morgon Luvall Newquist @ 1:36 pm

So it’s been a while since I updated, and I apologize.  I was out of town, got sick, and I also had a freelance job that was a lot of work.  It also had to be almost completely redone in the middle of it, because they changed the format and I couldn’t copy all the tables I’d set up into the new format, I had to redo them.

Anyway, excuses, excuses.  I should be back into the posting within the next couple days, with the Links of the Week and some other posts, including Admissions updates.  So keep an eye out for updates.

March 5, 2009

New Gi Pants

Filed under: Uncategorized — Morgon Luvall Newquist @ 2:04 pm
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So my husband is starting to teach Karate at the local YMCA next week, and I have agreed after some hesitation to help him teach again.  We actually met at a Karate Dojo in Alabama, and stopped going about two years ago or so for various reasons.  I’m not sure whether I’m excited about it or not, it’s been a long time and I’m nervous.  It would be really nice to get my Black Belt eventually, though.

Anyway, I needed some new gi pants.  So in browsing Century’s website, I found these.  Brushed cotton gis have always been really nice, but I’ve never had one since the last time I was in Karate I wasn’t really paying for my own gear.  I decided that I’d get them, and the women’s cut could potentially be nice.  They didn’t have women’s cut gis when I was still doing the martial arts.  I ordered them.

Well, they came in today, and I opened them to make sure that they fit.  And lo and behold, what did I see — that these special “women’s” gi pants had pink drawstrings and a pink tag.  You know, to make them all womanly and stuff.

So WTF Century?  WTF.

March 4, 2009

Winter Storm Slideshow

Filed under: Uncategorized — Morgon Luvall Newquist @ 5:22 pm

Here are a couple of photos I took of the winter storm when it rolled through the area.  This was on Sunday Night, and there is still a little bit of the snow on the ground today.  It lasted pretty solidly through Monday, and there was still a decent amount of snow on the ground yesterday.

I’ve been out of town and had a freelance deadline to meet, so I will get back to posting again tomorrow.  Sorry for the lack of posts in the last couple of days or so.

So without anymore babbling, here are the photos.

February 25, 2009

The Admissions Adventures: Episode 23*

Filed under: Uncategorized — Morgon Luvall Newquist @ 4:21 pm
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I’m starting to remember why I was wishing that I could get a job in the field I like without getting a college education, no matter what anyone else might think of me intellect-wise for not having one. I mean, my dad has a Ph.D., and look at some of the stupid stuff he’s done, and then look at Bill Gates, who is a college drop out.

Anyway. I am trying to get admitted to the University of Georgia in Athens, Georgia for the summer semester to finish up my degree in English. I just finished a semester at the University of Alabama in Huntsville in December, which finished off the last hours of transfer credit I needed. I submitted the transfer application on the 13th of December, after dealing with the university over some confusions, since I not only have credit from UAH but credit from distance courses at the University of Georgia. I went to a transfer information session, submitted my transcript request to UAH, got all of that worked out, and waited to be able to log into the Application Status Check system. According to their website, “it might take up to ten business days” for an account to be activated. Two weeks later, I still couldn’t log in. My husband pointed out that Universities are closed much of December after exams are through, so that although it had been more than ten days, maybe it hadn’t actually been ten business days since I’d submitted it. So I waited, until roughly ten days after the University reopened in January, and still I couldn’t get into the system. So I called the University, and they told me that I hadn’t submitted an application at all, according to their system. They patched me through to a counselor (not the one I have been dealing with recently), who was able to find my application after all. He said that I hadn’t put a maiden name in the application, which was required to log into the status check system. I had actually put it in there, I could pull up the application and see it, but the counselor said he would fix it. He took down my name, and my mother’s maiden name, and said that he would fix the application. This was in mid-January timeframe. I was also told that this was after the due date for first-year applications, so they were very busy with reviewing these and transfer applications were put on the back-burner until they finished with the landslide of freshman applications.

Roughly ten days later, again, I still couldn’t get into the system. I called the University again, and got a woman on the phone who could pull up my application again, and said that the problem was my mother’s maiden name. I explained to her that I had put it in the original application, and that it was supposed to be fixed. She said she would pull up the application and change it for me. Three times she changed it, and tried to save it, and it wouldn’t save her changes. Then she gave me the name of the counselor I have been dealing with, his email, and what to say in the email. I followed her instructions, and got a reply from the counselor (on the 9th of February) saying:

It appears that there may be a problem with the loading of your application.  I am in the process of correcting this issue.  Please be patient and I will be in touch over the next week.  Should you have any further questions or concerns, please do not hesitate to contact me.  Thank you for your e-mail and interest in the University of Georgia.”

After this, I have heard nothing, and still can’t get into the status check system. So on Monday I called the University again, and asked if they could just tell me over the phone what the status of my application was. They couldn’t pull up the application again, and gave me the same counselor’s information. I emailed him, expressing that I had been trying to get this resolved for two months, and that the application deadline for summer semester was March 1st, which is Sunday. I don’t know whether my application counts as being submitted, and all materials, including transcripts, must be postmarked by the due date. I am almost completely positive that my transcript has been mailed from UAH, but I don’t know if it’s gotten lost in the system or what. I have been trying to get into this school for more than a year, between having to get the transfer hours and dealing with other schools to get the transfer hours. I don’t want to have to wait another three months to start school in the fall because they can’t get their act together.

As of this morning, I have heard absolutely nothing from the counselor I sent the email to. So I called them again today because I haven’t heard from the counselor at all. They say in the auto-reply email that if it’s an emergency to call the office rather than waiting on email, but every time I call the office they tell me to deal with the same counselor, who is never in the office when they patch me through and so far they don’t have a good track record of calling me back. So I left a message on the counselor’s machine, in addition to the email that I had sent him on Monday. According to the UGA website they are now in “Quiet Hours” and not seeing anyone from Feb. 2nd until March 15th. I am thinking this is part of the reason why they’re being so difficult. But I find the whole thing ridiculous, so I’m just pretending like I haven’t seen it. Not available a couple of days up to my application due date? I don’t think so.

So if I don’t get a call back today, or an email, with some sort of information whether the application I have submitted is valid for the due date or not, I’m going to go park myself in the admissions office tomorrow and make sure it is fixed. Hopefully my transcripts haven’t gotten lost in the shuffle, because I’ll have to overnight them to the University on Friday (luckily I will actually be in Huntsville) so it is postmarked correctly.

I can’t believe I paid a $50 application fee to deal with this crap.

More admission adventures to follow.

*With all the general college admissions crap I’ve had to deal with, this might in fact be a generous episode number, assuming your standard 45-minute television episode length.

Appliance Fail

Filed under: Uncategorized — Morgon Luvall Newquist @ 2:47 pm
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My dishwasher is made of fail. Its entire purpose is to clean dishes, but it actually makes them dirtier. Glasses and bowls that are put in minimally dirty, with milk or soup remnants in them come out full of junk. I ran a cup of white vinegar through the empty dishwasher, pouring some of it in the filter and some in the soap dispenser, and that made it better for a little while but now it’s worse than it was before I did it. The dishwasher has never been made of awesome, but it was new with the house (which means less than two years old right now) and at least performed its basic function. Does anybody have any suggestions? The thing runs for a really long time, is really loud, and so using it basically is tossing water down the drain for no cleaning at all. We can’t really afford a new one right now, so do we just start washing dishes by hand or what? So annoying.

February 24, 2009

Weekly Links

Filed under: Weekly Links — Morgon Luvall Newquist @ 4:02 pm
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So I want to start a weekly link fest, to sites, videos, articles or topics that I find interesting.  I hope to make it a twice a week post, but I need to build up some resources first.  So here are the links for now.  They are quite random, but then this blog is going to be quite random rather than hyperfocused.  So, onto the links!

Cracked.com’s Twilight Topic Page:

“The fact that a 109-year-old vampire is sexually interested in an emotionally immature girl 90 years his junior apparently doesn’t bother her. Edward cheers up Bella by giving her a mix tape. Unfortunately, later Edward changes his mind, takes back the mix tape, and dumps Bella. He leaves her in the forest by herself, and being a woman and thus without a sense of direction, she gets lost and almost dies.”

Married IRL: The Node of Death:

“You know the one I’m talking about.”

Freecreditreport.com Song Spoof:

“I’ve blogged in the past about FreeCreditReport.com and the fact that I think it ought to be shut down. This is one of the rather obnoxious attempts by the credit reporting agencies to exploit people’s fears of identity theft as a tool to generate money.”

STFU Sean Penn:

“Sean Penn is the world’s biggest jackass. Yes, he can act. This has nothing to do with his acting or his performance in the film which was remarkable and Oscar worthy. What it has to do with is his arrogance and what I consider to be horrible treatment and disrespect of his wife.”

Geoffrey Chaucer Hath An Extreme Blog:  A blog written in Middle English by the characters of the day, including Chaucer.

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